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Oh noes-
I havent updated in over a year?

I want a cute little tentacle monster. I shall feed it cheerios.
I want a baby, too.

xD I can't see a lot of my favorites because of this blocker on this computer. I can't see RimFrost comics but I can see 'Artistic Nudity'- what up with that?

I'm pretty much annoyed at the state of everything
There are these three kids I was starting to be friends with again, but then I realized that 2 of them slept around and 2 of them steal.

#%$&!!!

Oh, and the head of this bunny plushie I got for easter when I was six just fell off. I'm really sad. I love that little thing. I wonder if I can sew it back on? Yeah, probably not.

It was so embarrassing. I couldnt pee in a cup for the pregnancy test. They finally dripped a half bag of water in to my veins, and i peed an itty bit right before a doctor got there to go in and get it with a tube-thing. Then they kept telling every doctor and nurse that I saw that "She's NOT pregnant". Maybe they bet on me or something. OMG, they so thought i was pregnant because i couldnt pee in a cup.

OMG and the GOWN. they came out to bring me a little kid's gown, and had to go back and get me a bigger one. The bigger one was too big, and i had to request tape to keep some... personal chest area covered from a hole right there-*points* She said no on had ever asked that before. I'm a freak >.>

Surgery went fine. They did have to cut behind me ear, but the super-huge-head-bandage-ear-pillow comes off on Friday and i'll have a smaller not-around-the-head bandage. I'm not sure what all pain meds I'm on. It hurts still. OH. and i woke up in a different bed, so they had to have picked me up, and some nurse goes-
"do you weigh 96"
"Err no, I weigh 126" (on a good week ; ), i like my candies an debbie cakes)
"Oh thats still small."
She was thirty pounds off. I dont know whether to be flattered or embarrassed.
I was laughing within five minutes of knowing where i was. Apparently, that is not-quite-normal as well.

Anyway, it hurts. I havent done any homework, because i can barely tolerate even the sound of my fingers on the keyboard.

As for my best friends birthday party on saturday, I have a bigger chance of making in than i thought i did, and i should be at school on monday.

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You always hear these stories about freak accidents, but you never really think it could happen to you until someone close is hurt. I'll miss seeing you smile in the hallway, Alex. Hopefully I won't screw up too bad, and one day i can get to know you better in heaven.

Your birthday would have been yesterday. At the school program some counselour said something about 'talking to grown ups', i know you would have thought that was funny, too.

My brother turned eleven yesterday. He's so sweet. Sometimes. I love him so much.
Also, a kid at school turned sixteen. One of his friends got him twenty pounds of duck food. The guy doesn't have a duck (yet?)


Buddy! Poor little blue prickly thing. "no more me"


<3 Ruik, bonemutant, kirozip, guns4jesus2004, cute n furry, slow dancing, more ruik, octipi, poetry,

</3 BEING STOOD UP, brats, trash talk, teenage drama


Ruik: I can't think of anything to draw
Basilfaery: Draw me naked
Ruik: *quietly* ...but i never draw the same thing twice
Basil: What?
Ruik: nothing.
Basil: What did you say?
Ruik: ...i never draw the same thing twice
Basil: 'kay

is there anything more akward than people complimenting you over and over because they think it helps you feel better about yourself? "you have such pretty skin", "you are so bright", over and over and over. I am not pretty-I am average and fine with my appearance. If i were pretty I'd probably be a ho.

mom-"Bridget is going to spend way too much money on something you probably won't like."
me-"She's buying me an iPod, isn't she?"
"I can't tell you that", my mom says turning red
"Tell her I won't like it"
"she already ordered it"
"Eh..."

So the girl who can't tell prince from shakira is getting an iPod. I should have realized this was coming after seeing her face over christmas break when i had to explain that i didnt have an ipod, and then again to say i didnt have an mp3 player? Is am mp3 player like a generic ipod?